
Whether They Listen or Not
by
Amy
on Thu 12 Apr 2007 09:51 AM PDT
I've been a little discouraged lately as I've been reading the words of people who hate Christianity (not to mention Christians) and interacting with others who go round and round in circles of pseudo-intellectual misdirection, avoiding God at all cost. Then I came across this passage in Ezekiel:
I am sending you to them who are stubborn and obstinate children, and you shall say to them, "Thus says the Lord God." As for them, whether they listen or not--for they are a rebellious house--they will know that a prophet has been among them. And you, son of man, neither fear them nor fear their words, though thistles and thorns are with you and you sit on scorpions; neither fear their words nor be dismayed at their presence, for they are a rebellious house. But you shall speak My words to them whether they listen or not, for they are rebellious (Ezekiel 2:4-7).
On the one hand, this is encouraging. I'm not experiencing anything unusual, here, and just as Ezekiel was commanded to speak God's truth regardless of the results, I should also speak the truth as God has commanded me. It's valuable for me to honor God by proclaiming His truth even if nobody turns toward it. But, oh, the grief and frustration! After all my efforts and prayers--no matter how intense, only the Holy Spirit can change people, not I. And when He chooses not to draw people to Himself, all I can do is look on helplessly as people refuse to see the truth and, instead, grow darker and darker. I fully believe that God has good, just, and merciful reasons for this, but that doesn't always make it emotionally easier, as Jeremiah, the weeping prophet, could tell you.
Nor does it make it easier to continue. I've had times when I've been able to put hope aside and simply honor God with my work and be satisfied, but the hopelessness is starting to drain me, leaving in its place something that scares me even more--apathy towards the lost. I don't want to stop caring about people or trying to help them, but lately I've caught myself shrugging my shoulders and thinking, "What's the use?"
I can only pray for God's mercy through Psalm 51:10-13:
Create in me a clean heart, O God,
And renew a steadfast spirit within me.
Do not cast me away from Your presence
And do not take Your Holy Spirit from me.
Restore to me the joy of Your salvation
And sustain me with a willing spirit.
Then I will teach transgressors Your ways,
And sinners will be converted to You.
May it be, Lord Jesus!